Inspiring

People are going to disappoint you I get that I kind of expect that but what if you wake up one day and realize you’re the disappointment. 

Let’s play truth or dare, or maybe just dare because nobody knows how to tell the truth anmyore. 

I just don’t know if I want to do it anymore get close to somebody so they can leave again. 

We don’t choose who we love.. it just happens

“Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some are small like when we do a bad thing for a good reason. Some are bigger like when you let down a friend. Some of us escape of the pain of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret because we’re looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past, and sometimes we bury our regret by promising to change your own ways. But, our biggest regrets are not for the things we did — but, for the thing we didn’t do. Things we didn’t say that could’ve save someone that we care about. Especially when we can see the dark storm that’s headed their way. “ 

Happines comes in many forms. In het company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else´s dream come true, or in a promise of hope renewed. It´s okey to let yourself be happy, becausse you never know how great that happiness might be. Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life, that you expect it to always be there, because you can´t remember a time in your life when it wasn´t. But then one day you feel something else. Something that feels wrong only because it´s so unfamiliar,and in that moment you realize you´re happy.

You may be not her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.

When I cry about one thing, I end up crying about everything that’s wrong!

Get over him. He’s not even worth it. He is not worth your time or your tears. Yeah you loved him, I know that. And I know you just can’t see yourself with anyone other than him. I get that. I’ve been there. But why should you spend all you time sitting at home, bawling your eyes out and wondering where he is and who he is with. Do you honestly think he is thinking about you? No. Sure it hurts, the fact that he is out there falling in and out of love with other girls. Yeah your gonna see him with one of his new girlfriends. Prepare yourself, cause straight up ; its gonna hurt. He will hold her a little closer and squeeze her hand a little tighter just because he knows your watching. He knows its killing you; that’s why he will do it. Don’t let him get to you because that, well that’s exactly what he wants. Don’t give him what he wants. He doesn’t even deserve it. So what if he doesn’t talk to you’do you honestly wanna be friends with an asshole like him anyways? Thing is I know you still do. But give it time. Because all he would do is talk about his new girlfriend and just try and make you jealous, do you really wanna hear that? No. Screw him and his girlfriend. He will be sorry. Trust me. When he finally sees you with some other guy who’s not him. With that huge grin on your face and you boyfriend holding you close, he will realize how happy you are now. And how happy your boyfriend is because he has you; the girl of his dreams. He will realize the huge mistake he made when he let you go, when he decided to choose her over you. When he decided he just did not love you the same. Trust me, he will be sorry. And don’t you sit there thinking he won’t be sorry I know you are. But Iguarantee you now; He will be sorry. So don’t go on spending you nights waiting for that one phone call you know your never gonna get. Or that IM you know he will never send you simply because he likes to ignore you. He like to pretend he does not see you online, he does it out of spite just because he knows its killing you. When he walks past you in the hallways he is gonna look past you, but you need to know he will do that cause he knows somewhere inside you, it will hurt. I’m   not gonna lie to you . It will hurt. It’ll hurt a lot. But it will hurt even more when you see her name and how much he loves her in his profile. Its all gonna hurt. Knowing your not the girl that’s making him smile. Knowing your not the first person he thinks of when he wakes up and the last before he goes to sleep. Knowing your not the face on his background of his phone anymore. Knowing if he hasn’t already he will delete the album of pictures of you he has on his phone. Knowing you won’t be spending every single moment possible with him. Knowing there’s not gonna be no more late night phone calls arguing  about who loves who the most. And you know what, today, tomorrow, next week, months from now; your phone will go off with a text message, you will instantly grab you phone hoping its him saying he wants to give your relationship another shot. But trust me; hes got to much pride. Even if he wanted to be back with you, he wouldn’t tell you. Your soon gonna realize he doesn’t care about you anymore and he wont be the first person you call when you upset. He wont be the one to put that smile back on your face. And yeah it gonna hurt; its gonna hurt a lot. But you know what your gonna do? Your gonna hold your head up. Your gonna show him your better than him and you don’t need him in your life. Your gonna prove to him that he made the biggest mistake of his life letting you go and that you never really needed him anyways.

“When people you don’t even know hate you, that’s when you know you’re the best. “

When we first met, I had no idea you would be so important to me. 

I’m mad at myself, not you.

I’m mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things I didn’t do, for getting attached, for making you my life, depending on you, wasting my time on you,thinking about you, forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, 

But moast of all, for not hating you, which I know I should….

But I just can’t!

If I should stay, I would only be in your way, So I’ll go, but I know I’ll think of you every step of the way, And I will always love you

People hurt me, but i don’t give a fuck anymore. You can say whatever you want =)